Why is this happening?

I've been having a crisis of self lately. Leading a double life will do this to you.

In one I hang out with my group of friends, go to our usual bars and hangouts and in general act like a normal 20 something.

But in the other I go out alone, drink far more then I probably ever should, and make terrible decisions concerning my vagina. Should I have slept with half the men I have? No. Certainly not. I really have no excuse as to why I did other then "Because I can".

And that isn't healthy.

Don't get me wrong, I am always safe about it. Condoms galore. Always have them in my nightstand and if they don't have one then there is nothing happening PERIOD.

So at least I have some scruples ...

I swear I should buy stock in condom companies